I’ve been really stressed & confused. I feel bad cause I end up taking it out on my bf. Somehow that is always what ends up happening, we inadvertently we blame eachother. Although senior year is truly coming to an end, I feel more pressure than ever. It is soo bittersweet. But I am forsure that after this week is through, it’ll be smooth sailing from there. I have to print csulb verification forms, ASAP. + Write thankyou note by Thursday for Frank & Doyle Foundation. I also have to sign up with the registrar, check on my library fines and if I owe detentions or Saturday schools. Once I get myself back on check, I should be fine again. I am so excited for my future! All that’s really left is my physiology paper…but once I stop lagging and label the pictures, my part is done. I have a group presentation due on Thursday but that should be easy peasy. Also a government project on Friday but thats nothin. Guess I’m just not reallly happy right now. Maybe when things are all done with my life I’ll be content. Things are just so jumbled up right now. I need stability. I guess I just felt a need to vent because lately my bfs been so busy with his own life. Although I completely understand and ain’t even mad.. I just feel kinda left out. Haven’t had a real phone seshh in over a week and feels like something is missing. Seems like I been putting up a lil front with myself and actually I am just not as happy as I wanna be. Soooo many stress factors, esp. with my fam. Lil sister been acting up and I can’t help but put her in her place. Tskkk… and Dad ain’t right either.
So much going on and at the same time, nothing at all. It’s so confusing. Just sucks that I can’t really vent to my bf right now cause he’s k/o. Sighh. When will things get better? Summer just come already. I cannot deal with any more bullshit. Sick & tired of being sick & tired

Look who I found in my warm laundry basket :) (Taken with instagram)